is love a lie?

I wrote a song about why I think love is a lie but i'm gonna tell ya'll why. Alot of people (like family and friends) that I thought would love me for life showed me in one way or another that they were lying. They let stupid s*it get in the way and they end up hurting me...and then they decide to come back in my life and think everything will be ok..well its not ok. People really have to start thinking about their definition of love, because just like the word hate, love is a very strong word and can't be used just because you think you feel that way. You have to mean it with all of your might, it has to be in your heart. Tp be honest i'm not sure if love is in my heart anymore..will I recover?