I'M NOT SURE HOW TO START THIS POST SO I'M JUST JUMP RIGHT INTO IT...I have a dead beat dad. He has my number but doesn't call me. For my 16th birthday I didn't get a "happy birthday" or a gift from him. He neglected me for two Christmases and two thanksgivings. He lies to his family and says he pays child support and he doesn't. When he asks me if I need clothes and I say yes and he tells me he will take me shopping he doesn't. As strong as I try to be, because his lies are nothing new, I still find myself asking God "why me?''. I don't want to question God's plan but I really wonder why he chose the man that he chose to be my father. My mom says he's a sperm donor because it's more to being a father than supplying DNA. I get so sad sometimes ya'll, but anyway, when I watch "Runs House", I really get jealous of Vanessa, Angela,Diggy,Russy,Jojo and Miley. They have a strong, intelligent, providing, understanding, loving, compassionate Black man in their lives, and it pisses me off that more Black men can't or choose not to be like him. I see him interact with them. He exposes them to new things. He only wants top notch things for them. He ALWAYS shows love. He is very understanding and I just wish that I had that. I was actually thinking about writing a book for girls in my situation because a lot of us need guidance, and I see alot of girls go down a bad road because they didn't feel the love from their fathers. I'm trying to be strong. I get very weary from the situation because it seems like every chance he gets he does something to piss me off with his ignorance and lies. I know there's no sin in getting weary, the sin is giving up, and I gave up a long time ago because I feel that there is no more forgiveness in my heart or tolerance in my mind or energy in my body. Thank you Rev Run, Obama, Diddy and my stepfather for being great and awesome men to your kids. You guys are deeply appreciated.
I don't have a problem with gay women. I have two lesbian friends but I can't get with them lesbian women pushin up on me when they know I'm straight. Like I had this one chick ask a friend of mine if I was gay and I was so appalled! How dare she think I would even go that way!?! But hey, us sexy chicks can attract anyone right? But I can't get with bein lesbo. I don't wanna hear no " don't knock it till you try it." or no "i can give you everything a man can." NO THE HELL YOU CAN'T. OK? But like I said I have no problem with people being gay but that's just not my thing. Like have you been pushed up on by someone who wasn't of your sexual orientation? Don't it feel weird? I'm just sayin that people's gay-dar needs to be upgraded cause it's pretty obvious when someone is gay, straight, lesbian or transsexual. And we have to respect each others space.
I believe we were at PIER 16 park when these
pictures were taken.
STEPPED OUT OF GQ? LOL
This would be my mom, classy, beautiful, a no-bullsh*t woman
This would be my auntie toya, beautiful, young, stylish but she is WAY sweeter than rihanna
This would be my auntie sharifa, the one who is desperate need of a slap, she isn't ugly but her story matches frankie's to a "T", with the whole jail thing and neglecting her kids and when someone says something she gets upset and she won't get it together, just like frankie. smh...
SO OK...these are the main characters in my lil mini story, now I hope ya'll really caught a glimpse of what I was workin with, a glamorous mom, a very sensitive auntie, and a serious hood rat. But I gotta love em right?
I live in a town full of Hispanics and while I'm not racist, and they claim they're not racist but I hear them use the word "nigga" about 60 times a day for five days a week. I think a lot so I asked myself "do they use it because black people use it?", so being the lil investigator I am, I just asked some of them. Some of them looked at me like I was asking a stupid question because they don't think it's offensive, but some of them said exactly what I knew they would say. They said "well since black people use it to each other, I wouldn't think it would be wrong." I couldn't even get mad at that because even though it doesn't excuse their using of the word, monkey see monkey do right? A lot of black people don't realize that by using the word they are disrespecting themselves. They don't realize that we are the ONLY race that uses our racist name towards each other, it's sad really. I get very upset when I hear the word, nuff said, I just had to speak my mind on it right quick. I'm black by the way, but i have one last question, what happened to the pride and respect?
I HAVE SOME QUESTIONS....AND I WOULD LOVE SOME HONEST OPINIONS
- is it OK to say "nigga" instead of nigger?
- is it only OK to say it if your black?
- do you personally get offended when you hear someone say it?
- does the fact that black people say it make it OK for people of other races say it?
- does it have the "slavery" definition to you?
- do you say it?
hmmm....I'm hurt right now, I'll explain later.
THIS WHOLE POST IS GONNA BE IN RED AND IN BOLD LETTERS BECAUSE I AM PISSED! ANAND JON ALEXANDER, A FASHION DESIGNER WHO HAS APPEARED ON "ANTM" HAS BEEN SENTENCED 59 YEARS TO LIFE FOR 14 COUNTS OF RAPE. HE LURED TEENAGE GIRLS AND WOMEN TO HIS APARTMENT IN BEVERLY HILLS BY TELLING THEM HE WOULD GIVE THEM WORK. A NOW 17 YEAR OLD MODEL HAD THIS TO SAY ABOUT HER ASSAULT,"I was 14. You took my adolescence, my trust, my dream and completely manipulated them for your sexual desires," said one of the women, who is now 17. "It sickens me that a grown man can do such a thing to a girl. A girl who was naive and had the belief that all people were good. And you took that to your advantage."
ANOTHER MODEL SAID SHE WAS A DADDY'S GIRL AND IT WAS THE HARDEST THING TO TELL HER DAD THAT SHE WAS RAPED. JUDGE DAVID WESLEY OF THE SUPERIOR COURT SAID THAT ANAND HAS NO LOOK OF SHAME..HMMM!
NOW IT'S TIME FOR MY OPINION, NOW I'M JUST 16 BUT I HAVE THE BODY OF A MORE BUSTIER BEYONCE SO I KNOW ALL TOO WELL WHAT SEXUAL HARASSMENT FEELS LIKE. BUT WHEN I WAS 10 I WAS ALMOST RAPED BY TWO BOYS, EVEN THOUGH IT DIDN'T HAPPEN I WAS STILL EMOTIONALLY SCARED. WHEN A MAN OR WOMEN DECIDES TO TAKE THE INNOCENTS OF A PERSON THEY DON'T REALIZE WHAT THEY DO, ESPECIALLY MEN BECAUSE THEY PENETRATE. THEY DON'T THINK OF HOW THE PERSON WILL SUFFER FOR YEARS AND MAKE LIFE DECISIONS BASED ON THE PAIN THEY STILL FEEL. I HOPE HE ROTS IN HELL AND HE IS FUCK*N RETARDED CAUSE THEY HATE RAPISTS IN JAIL, WHEN IT COMES TO RAPISTS ALL THE BEEF WITH THE INMATES CEASE JUST TO GIVE THE RAPISTS HELL. HE MIGHT JUST DIE CAUSE THEY DO NOT PLAY THAT SH*T IN JAIL, SO HE WILL LEARN HIS LESSON, SICK F-er!